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I can't sleep. Like, I'm so physically and emotionally tired but when I lie on my bed, my heart just goes *dub dub dub dub*. I took a pill but I'm not like dozing off yet. Oh wells! :D

I think I found peace today. I haven't felt that way in a long time. It's kind of weird for me going back to a place where I used to spend so much time at but no longer a part of. Still, it's really nice to see the familiar faces again. :)

Although I can't help thinking about the reasons I left and (never?) looked back, but at the same time, today, I just remembered the reasons I stayed for so long. I'm hoping that the step I'm taking tomorrow is a step to the direction which I want to take.

I'm really thankful because the little parts of me which I thought were gone came back today. Trust me, those are the good lil' parts. Looking back, I regret proudly proclaiming that I'm damaged. Instead, what I should have done in hindsight was to patch myself up instead of sitting around and complaining about it.

Alright, I just reread what I typed out and I'm not making sense. I think it's a sign I should sleep. Toodlyhoo!