We've reached the halfway mark.

It's the first of July! This date marks:

1. The official halfway mark of 2010.
2. I am officially halfway through my uni years. *Nooooo, I wanna stay as a freshie until the day I die*
3. A day of freedom before my interview with KPMG tomorrow.
4. 3 more days to the 4th of July. Not that I care.
5. 8 more days to the release of the results for finals!

To be honest, the past six months hasn't been pretty. It was one of those things which are simply impossible for me to explain and for you to understand. I have made many choices; most of which I regret to the bottom of my soul.

Most people proudly claim that they never regretted any decisions they have made. They say that they learn to live with it. That line is the worst statement ever. Of course, in my case, life goes on.

Everyone lives with their mistakes. What I couldn't really understand was how they do it. Do they ignore the tiny voice in their head which pops up and give them constant reminders? Do they stamp down on every irrational emotion that they have?

Happiness is such a simple yet ironically painful concept. It is funny how we get hurt most of the time when all we want to do is be happy. Maybe it's God's way of making sure that we treasure those moments.

Ahh, those moments. The moments where you often take everything you have for granted. Those moments where you don't think too much and simply let be. Cherish them because they will be gone the second you take a good look at what is happening around you.

What I can say is that.. I like to think those mistakes that I have made as a painful step to shape the person I will grow up to be one day. They make me open my eyes and realize that life isn't cookie-cutter perfect nor is it everything I dreamt about when I was a little girl.

Maybe sometimes, there are things in life that are just worth fighting for.