Six Billion Secrets

Six billion secrets, at the same time, I could relate to some of them. It's weird to think how even though you might be very different from the rest, we all have the same thoughts which just scare us so much that we keep them hidden. Here are my 'favourite' secrets: 
 

It may seem like I’m completely over you, and I may have tricked you into thinking so. But, honestly… every time I see or talk to you I want to die. I miss you, more than you could imagine.

I miss seeing your name lighting up whenever you talk to me on MSN. You don’t start conversations with me anymore. And I’m too scared to start one.

I finally gave in and made love to my good friend of 8 years. A few weeks later, he was hit by a car and killed. At first, I was afraid he had gotten me pregnant. When he died, I prayed for a child, if only so a part of him could live on.

I hate being the ugly one in my group of friends.

All of my female friends at college have eating disorders. I weigh more than them, and wonder if something's wrong with me for not having one, too. Their disease makes me feel fat and disgusting.

I tell you lies when you ask me what I'm wishing for at 11:11. I wish for you... each and every day, and I secretly hope that you wish for me.

 

I don't love you like I say I do. But you have cancer, and I'm afraid that you won't want to fight if I break your heart. So I'm lying to you. I hope I keep you happy until your dying day... But sometimes I hope that day is sooner, because I don't want to lie to you anymore. I'm sorry.